목요일, 6월 09, 2005
Sad again..
Hiaks im feelin sad again cos another chapter of my life has jus ended! My dolphin bay finally came to an end yesterdae. Cun say i like the ending though. N i realised throughout the whole show, only 2 characters remained true to the person they loved n i really respect them for that. One of them was Shanni n the other was Manqing. They were so devoted despite the fact that it was almost totally one-sided wishful thinking on their part. In the end, they did get wat they want i guess but somehow it seems pretty superficial to me. N surprise, surprise the two worst pple in the show turned out to be zeya n xiaogang. Fickle minded, not knowing wat they really want n doin stupid things. But i think most guys are like that. They simply cun like just one ger forever. Maybe its the wiring in their brains that makes them so different from gers. To them, more is merrier. Right?
Now whenever i listen to ambrose's song i feel saad..cos the show is over n i have nothin to look forward to anymore. =( Times like this makes me wonder the importance of knowing the end result. I mean i do know the urge of hopin to see the ending when u watch a show, but once u know it, isnt everything over? To some, it may mean the beginning but i just dun see it the way these pple do. I dun see how it can be the start when the parts which are the most meaningful are already over. I admit, i dig the process. Cos it is only during the process that u get all the sweetest memories of the relationship (more of courtship). Of cos i also dun deny that once the relationship starts u might be happier. Nah, this is just my personal view. I would gladly welcome any attempts to try to convert my thinking. Haha dun get me wrong k. Im not a despo. (i know hy will agree otherwise but doubt she will c this anywae)
Ooh, speaking abt hy, im supposed to help her be on the lookout. Haha kt n ng dun tell her i wrote on a public blog abt this k..ssshhh..oh ng, hy's taste is surprisingly diff from ours, so wat we dun like mebbe she will....u know..heh..yeah 3 more daes to the chalet~
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:05 AM